| | This is crazy. Some call it pathetic but I really don't find it that way, probably a lil sad yet mum said i must find joy despite all this hecticness I'm going through. It's insane. Every morning I wake up there'll be a task, whatever it is to be tackled, then another one, maybe an ongoing or never ending one that might arouse conflicts which lead to another task untackled then sports training which I've missed today due to how weary I can get when I think of the class trip which is commencing this sunday. Then I think of the prefects gathering which I've missed due to the driving computer test which I thankfully passed with a 43 after some flipping here and there which leads me to guilt because I'm a council and I feel bad for not being able to bond with them which leads to more guilt because I haven't spent much time with my forum and my mooting material which leads to even deeper state of confusion cos I'll be away for class trip coming back on monday that will leave a few days lacking of practise. Then I try my best to overcome all these by some Private reading, probably keeping my hands off which is hard, frankly, chocolates and bailey's. Which is good because i'm still controlling em.
Isn't this great. I'm waking up early tomorrow morning for tuition from 730am-930am then bengkel till 1plus then tuition till 4plus then EO return, probably packing, discussing and finalize everything for class trip on sun afternoon. (see how one day passes) Then sunday morning church, then trip. :)
You see I really want a good holiday too. I really want to build lives, share lives etc.
I would really appreciate the cooperation needed and all the help that's able to be contributed.
If you're not being understanding and start to push nor in anyway contributing in the plannings, oh and in anyway sarcastically provocative in an accidental way. Really, I wouldn't want that.
The clock's ticking...yet i find it necessary to take time out to express this, at least in written form to do a little releasing.
Thank you. God bless you too. |
| | Posted 6/5/2009 4:20 AM - 75 Views - 8 eProps - 5 comments
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