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Name: Annabelle
Birthday: 5/28/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: *Movies* I like movies! :] Friends, novels, magazines, food :p, experiencing new stuff, sPoRts!, clotheS, craps!, beach, chocolates!, cakes, ice-creams!...
Expertise: laughing?! xD
Occupation: Student
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MSN: wishesbelle@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  wishesbelle@yahoo.com
Member Since:
2/10/2005
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| gulps.This is crazy. Some call it pathetic but I really don't find it that way, probably a lil sad yet mum said i must find joy despite all this hecticness I'm going through. It's insane. Every morning I wake up there'll be a task, whatever it is to be tackled, then another one, maybe an ongoing or never ending one that might arouse conflicts which lead to another task untackled then sports training which I've missed today due to how weary I can get when I think of the class trip which is commencing this sunday. Then I think of the prefects gathering which I've missed due to the driving computer test which I thankfully passed with a 43 after some flipping here and there which leads me to guilt because I'm a council and I feel bad for not being able to bond with them which leads to more guilt because I haven't spent much time with my forum and my mooting material which leads to even deeper state of confusion cos I'll be away for class trip coming back on monday that will leave a few days lacking of practise. Then I try my best to overcome all these by some Private reading, probably keeping my hands off which is hard, frankly, chocolates and bailey's. Which is good because i'm still controlling em.
Isn't this great. I'm waking up early tomorrow morning for tuition from 730am-930am then bengkel till 1plus then tuition till 4plus then EO return, probably packing, discussing and finalize everything for class trip on sun afternoon. (see how one day passes) Then sunday morning church, then trip. :)
You see I really want a good holiday too. I really want to build lives, share lives etc.
I would really appreciate the cooperation needed and all the help that's able to be contributed.
If you're not being understanding and start to push nor in anyway contributing in the plannings, oh and in anyway sarcastically provocative in an accidental way. Really, I wouldn't want that.
The clock's ticking...yet i find it necessary to take time out to express this, at least in written form to do a little releasing.
Thank you. God bless you too. | | |
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Gory and very very nice. Unpredictable and kept me hooked. I am dosed.
Can't wait! ;) Juneeee.
Exam's coming! Have fun. | | |
| hello.I'm gonna update! Soon.  Now let the pictures do the talking first...  
 No explanation needed, yes? 
Mooting team. :) Zakkeeyyaahh, Averyl, Ms Celestina, Jonathan. 
You know em ;) 
KL HELP Debate. Jonathan Wong, Lalitha, Leung Chi Yung and Ms Teresa. =D We rawk. 
I love my seatmate. I'm so mean. Haha. But i can't find a good photo with her pic on too 
Oh there it is!! Take a good look at them hahaha XD Kong Koh Li and Ghai Siung 
Daphne. :) 
Hi Jason boi :P 
i love annoying her, my bm teacher. Hahah. But i love the pics especially thanks to Alex. :) 
I LOVEEEEE SPARKLING JUICE! 
Super sinful cinammon mocha capucinno thingy at Mosaic.I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I think I've found part of my purpose of living. I'm serious. It is THATTTTTT good! Heavenly. XD xoxo | | |
| Bounded by everything that lies ahead of me.
Bothered by what's to come tomorrow and the days after.
Pressurized by the faith that's being exerted.
Confused by the major decisions I've to make in a predicament.
Worried by my absence in the midst of my friends' laughter or conversation.
Questioned by my existance in the midst of others.
Intimidated by my own confusions that might drag and affect the others.
Guilted by the encouragement and reassurance given that might drag my friends further.
Blessed by the reassurance that's being given by good people.
Doubtful by what I see with my eyes on the screen.
Overwhelmed by the recent moot victory.
Touched by the simplest text a friend's parent can compliment on.
Saddened by the circumstances.
Neutralized by random mood swings which range from rare positive to negative ones. I'm speechless. :) Good wine. Good food. Good read.
Good Bailey's mint chocolate. Good overpriced Lindt. Good Private. Don't worry. Just needed to let that out. :) Am very happy that we won the mooting competition! All the hard work paid off. Trust me it was really tough. Studying, critical thinking, every alternative night meetings and every night after...oh well i get to see Brigitte and Kevin Ng in July and you don't. :P Thanks to all. Parents, lawyers, teachers, friends etc. Was a wonderful experience and we had fun. :) Leaving to KL early morning on monday for HELP debate. Ahh. Tough one. :S Oh well, still I get to see Choon Yee and you don't. :P Wishing every one of you out there a very happy Good Friday and Easter. :)
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| matter of the heart.You know what. I think I really ought to stay determined and keep my distance. I'm tired of being misled. But at the same time you previous yet long reassuring words seem to replay in my ears. I just need to constantly remind myself that. To stay determined. I'm actually...confused. :S I'm not in the position to. Not in any. Perhaps. Oh screw it. I had a long day. Just got home like an hour ago. Too jaded to deal with this. Gonna sleep soon and wake up really early around 4 to get some things done. Hopefully I'll be awake. | | |
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