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Name: Annabelle
Birthday: 5/28/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: *Movies* I like movies! :] Friends, novels, magazines, food :p, experiencing new stuff, sPoRts!, clotheS, craps!, beach, chocolates!, cakes, ice-creams!...
Expertise: laughing?! xD
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: wishesbelle@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  wishesbelle@yahoo.com
Member Since:
2/10/2005
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| this is my mummy dearest. :)
So when is she going to guide me again, walk me through, torment me on my stupidest mistakes, the most accurate ones nobody else can ever find. When is she gonna cry again, having sleepless nights worrying about me, being rebellious or a little too adventurous and taken away in my own realm of thoughts. When is she going to hug me, pat me, hold me like when I was 5 sitting on her laps, or being held closely in her arms to sleep when I have nightmares. When is she going to give me the most accurate yet chicest fashion advices that turn heads on. When will I ever ask for her opinions again on what to wear today or tomorrow. When will I ever ask her permission if I can go out, even during late nights. When will I call her again to save me from a bizarre car accident and get away with it using my mum's name just with a finger's tap. How about the times I go to saloons doing hair, facial and manicure getting top notch treatments but mum pays. When is she going to do make up on me again, being the most fabulous make up artist on earth making over 100 plus performers on stage, but humbling herself to do lots of glittery, sparkly, dazzling dark smoky and shiny eye-shadowed make ups on my concealed face. When is she ever going to meet the principal, or even the vice chancellor of Bond, permitting me to skip the core subjects for SPM. When is she ever going to buy me all the over-priced and my too over demanded but not necessary items only a mother will pamper her baby daughter. . . . . . . . . . . .
I wish I have a little bit more of her, her wisdom, courage, integrity, intelligence, humility, determination, perseverance and trust me, the list will never stop. But i'll never inherit anymore of those from her until I've awaken from my own virtual world, so unorganized and messy. For goodness sake I only have 12 days left to take off. Yet everything is not even the least, done. I suddenly feel the urge to do a lot of things, yet time is too little and precious. I wish I could undo what I did, but time is irrevocable. I wish I've taken more family photos. I wish I was a tad nicer or on a better behavior. I wish I allowed my mum, and my dad to go for at least ONE of my forbidden athletic sports meet for consecutive years and all my mooting, forum, debate competitions so on and so forth. I've never once approved them to come. I feel like a mischievous little kid.
Mum, you're the best mum in the world, the most beautiful, elegant one and I'll have no other mums except you. Every mum is unique in their own ways and you are too. I'm your reflection, your seed and shadows. Sorry for the times, or most of the times when I repeatedly failed you and caused you heartaches I'll never afford to mend or even make it up to you. I know you feel shadowed, neglected and bailed. I'm really sorry. You're forevermore loved.
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| Before people leave this beautiful land of KK for further studies, they usually have a list of "Things To Do" to complete. Ranging from spending quality time with friends and family, clubbing (ahem dapphhenineienienie :p ), qbar (who? o.O), go wild, buy gadgets, read up, to really REALLY sit down and just spend Quality Time with people etc. I wonder,
what's on my list? You tell me? :)
My dear Daphne. Looking lovely as always after out photoshoot session. Had tons of fun during athletic shoot. Thanks ya'll! Love ya tee!
Samuel. :) Crazy samuel hahahaha i forgive you for in a way making me food poisoned even until spm started i was still unable to study. Driver on the way to gsc for 2012.
Good dinner (chocolate pudding was heavenly wasn't it? :D ) plus Pictionary at home after. Cousins' (Sue-En and Lea-En) last night at KK, dined at Brass Monkey with Samantha, Ian, Daryl and Caleb. "British empire!" ZzzzZ i sorta miss my cousinssssssssss lol they're CRAZY. Like. shit man. Lol. Watched Orphan together and it was SO scary. Damn serious. Every night have to acc them talk talk talk watch tv series or movie on my Dell or play monopoly lol or swim at Sutera. haha. Crazy. Wanted to try out bridal costumes but there were complications HAHA. Didn't have a groom. Followed dad on his tour bringing 70 singaporeans to mount k, Weston Beaufort for the proboscis monkeys, Manukan and everywhere else. Met two of the most adorable kids ever, Kai Wen and Min En. Miss them lots.
Big THANK YOU to my dear dear friends whom I called you guys out to spend time with cuzzies! U guys gave good good impression. :P
Kai Wen. Christabelle's future potential boyfriend. i am SERIOUS. That dude is gonna turn out into a fine gentleman and sweep girls away off his feet just like that. :)
We have this big joke about CRANE. I am so killing my cousins if they say it. Lol.
I remember when my friend's boyfriend delighted her with chocolates and a "kaboom" surprise of Levi's.
I remember when another friend's msn display name screened "Engaged to Ms Kylie".
I remember just last night a dear girl friend showed me her text "is it me or are u looking more and more beautiful everyday i see you"
I remember when I last really felt the pinge of love striking on me, wait..do i?
Anyways my mum caught me speeding today! And it's one of very unlucky days when i usually don't speed and just happen to speed a little, little bit only you know!!! zz ZZ! Someone called my mum to complain. I apologized and fulfilled the procedures. Was lectured on the phone hehe. But my parents have been really lenient with me for going out at night and for other reasons lately i'm really, really starting to feel afraid.. U tell me? :D
I still, CANNOT PARK!!!! argh. lol
I thank God for sending angels to help me park whenever I face a crisis in town. For example, the cuci kereta boy and my add math tutor Dr Hew. Haha. Oh dear. You don't get lucky one time too many. Ssshhh secret. To be deleted after a few days. xD
ZzZZ why doesnt google chrome have Italic fonts!
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| "cos we're in different worlds."
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it feels..home with you guys around. :) | | |
| low glucose level. been puking. fainty. weak.
bad enough to have to undergo surgery and had a close call to rush to the hospital, miraculously pulled through the night with the massive pain and headache. slept more than 12 hours.
just when i thought things could get better, the nauseousness and constant "floating" vibe are not being the least helpful.
trying to stuff myself with all the sweet stuff...this is so unlikely me to have a low sugar level.
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